Monday, 24 December 2012

salahkah aku???



Membuka waktu menghurai kisah
Yang pernah kita jalani dulu
Hati tersentuh
Hilang bicara
Bila teringat kata azimat mu

Kini berjalan di atas cinta yang beku
Hanya namamu yang masih menguatkanku

Salahkah aku
Mencintaimu
Walaukau bukan milik ku lagi
Bukan nya mudah tuk melupakanmu
Ku harap engkau mengerti

Hujan yang turun
Di malam itu
Temani bumi dan air mataku
Tiba kelabu
Membuka hiba
Kosongnya diri dihampkan cinta

Perasaan ini
Masih berdiri
Walaupun susah untuk kita fahami
Relungku ini
Terasa sepi
Tanpa
Cinta sejati (dan nadi)


..comin' home...



Friday, 21 December 2012

..hope she says yes...



All my days are spent
All my cards are dealt
Oh, the desolation grows
Every inch revealed
As my heart is pierced
Oh, my soul is now exposed

In the oceans deep
In the canyons steep
Walls of granite here I stand
All my desperate calls
Echo off the walls
Back and forth, then back again

To believe I walk alone
Is a lie that I've been told

So let your heart hold fast
For this soon shall pass
Like the high tide takes the sand

Oh, oh, oh, oh!
Oh, oh, oh, oh!
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh!

Oh, oh, oh, oh!
Oh, oh, oh, oh!
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh!

At the bitter end
Salt and liquid blend
From the corner of my eyes
All the miles wrecked
Every broken step
Always searching, always blind

Never fear! No! Never fear!
Never fear! No! Never fear!

So let your heart hold fast
For this soon shall pass
There's another hill ahead. 

..i'll b there 4 u...




Tuesday, 20 November 2012

..The Fighter...




Just waking up in the morning
And to be well,
Quite honest with ya,
I ain't really sleep well
Ya ever feel like your train of thought's been derailed?
That's when you press on - Lee nails
Half the population's just waitin to see me fail
Yeah right, you're better off trying to freeze hell
Some of us do it for the females
And others do it for the retail

But I do it for the kids, life threw the towel in on
Every time you fall it's only making your chin strong
And I'll be in your corner like Mick, baby, 'til the end
Or when you hear a song from that big lady

[Bridge]
Until the referee rings the bell
Until both your eyes start to swell
Until the crowd goes home
What we gonna do ya'll?

[Chorus - Ryan Tedder]
Give em hell, turn their heads
Gonna live life 'til we're dead.
Give me scars, give me pain
Then they'll say to me, say to me, say to me
There goes the fighter, there goes the fighter
Here comes the fighter
That's what they'll say to me, say to me, say to me,
This one's a fighter

[Verse 2]
And if I can last thirty rounds
There's no reason you should ever have your head down
Six foot five, two hundred and twenty pounds
Hailing from rock bottom, loserville, nothing town

Text book version of a kid going nowhere fast
And now I'm yelling, "Kiss my ass"
It's gonna take a couple right hooks, a few left jabs
For you to recognize you really ain't got it bad

[Bridge]
Until the referee rings the bell
Until both your eyes start to swell
Until the crowd goes home
What we gonna do ya'll?

[Chorus - Ryan Tedder]
Give em hell, turn their heads
Gonna live life 'til we're dead.
Give me scars, give me pain
Then they'll say to me, say to me, say to me
There goes the fighter, there goes the fighter
Here comes the fighter
That's what they'll say to me, say to me, say to me,
This one's a fighter

Everybody put yo hands up
What we gonna do (hey!) [x4] y'all?
What we gonna do (hey!) [x3] y'all?

If you fall pick yourself up off the floor (get up)
And when your bones can't take no more (c'mon)
Just remember what you're here for
Cuz I know Imma damn sure

Give em hell, turn their heads
Gonna live life 'til we're dead.
Give me scars, give me pain
Then they'll say to me, say to me, say to me
There goes the fighter, there goes the fighter
Here comes the fighter
That's what they'll say to me, say to me, say to me,
This one's a fighter

'Til the referee rings the bell
'Til both ya eyes start to swell
'Til the crowd goes home,
What we gonna do kid? 

..Both of Us...




[Taylor Swift - Chorus]
I wish I was strong enough to lift not one but both us
Someday I will be strong enough to lift not one but both of us

[B.o.B]
Ever thought about losing it?
When your money is all gone and you lose your whip
You might lose your grip
When the landlord tell you that you're due for rent
And the grass so green on the other side
Make a nigga wanna run straight through the fence
Open up the fridge about 20 times
But still can't find no food in it
That's foolishness
And sometimes I wonder
All we care so much about the way we look
And the way we talk, and the way we act
And the clothes we bought, how much that cost?
Does it even really matter?
Cuz if life is an uphill battle,
We all try to climb on the same old ladder
In the same boat with the same old paddle
Why so shallow, I'm just asking
What's the pattern to the madness?
Everybody in a #1 draft pick
Most of us aint Hollywood actors
But if it's all for one, and one for all
Then maybe one day we all can ball
Do it one time for the underdogs
Sincerely yours, from one of y'all

[Taylor Swift - Chorus]
I wish I was strong enough to lift not one but both us
Someday I will be strong enough to lift not one but both of us

[B.o.B]
I can feel your pain,
I can feel your struggle
You just want to live
But everything so low,
That you can drown in the puddle
That's why I gotta hold us up
Yeah hold us up
For all the times no one ever spoke for us
So every single time that they play this song
You can say that, "that's what Bobby Ray wrote for us"
When his eyes get too high
And the sea up underneath get so deep
And you feel like you're just another person
Getting lost in the crowd
Way up high in the nosebleeds (Uh)
Because we've both been there
Yeah both of us
But we still stand tall
With our shoulders up
And even though we always against the odds
These are the things that have molded us
And if life hadn't chosen us
Sometimes I wonder
Where I would have wound up
Cuz if it was up to me
I would make a new blueprint
Then build it from the ground up
Hey, but if its all for one
And One for all
Then maybe one day
We all could ball
Do it one time for the underdogs
From Bobby Ray to all of y'all

[Taylor Swift - Chorus]
I wish I was strong enough to lift not one but both us
Someday I will be strong enough to lift not one but both of us


Thursday, 15 November 2012

..ocean red...



..stumbling so many times trying to reach the top...

...
bleeding ocean red soon i'll be drenched in guop... 


 H umaizieH assan

Thursday, 25 October 2012

..too close to love you...


video  

video


You know I'm not one to break promises
I don't wanna hurt you but i need to breathe
At the end of it all, you're still my best friend
But there's something inside that i need to release
Which way is right, which way is wrong,
How do i say that i need to move on
You know we're heading separate ways

Chorus

Feels like i am just too close to love you
There's nothing i can really say
I cant lie no more, i cant hide no more
Got to be true to myself
And it feels like i am just too close to love you
So ill be on my way

You're giving me more than i can return
Yet there's oh so much that you deserve
Nothing to say
Nothing to do
Ive nothing to give, i must live without you
you know we're heading separate ways

Chorus

Feels like i am just too close to love you
There's nothing i can really say
I can't lie no more, i can't hide no more
Got to be true to myself
And it feels like i am just too close to love you
So ill be on my way


Friday, 19 October 2012

Sayang sayang aduh sayang




Sayang sayang aduh sayang
O ditelan pahit dibuang sayang
Pabila sudah mabuk kepayang
Hatiku rasa bimbang
Oh risau aduh risau 
Semakin lama semakin kacau 
Jiwaku bimbang tiada tenang 
Aduh sayang 
Bila siang terbayang-bayang 
Di malam hari termimpi-mimpi
Ingin sunting gadis Pak..........
Tapi sayang sayang orang sudah kebas 
Sayang sayang aduh sayang 
Jikalau sudah gila bayang 
Makin nak lupa makin mendatang 
Aduh sayang

Monday, 15 October 2012

The Road Not Taken

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim
Because it was grassy and wanted wear,
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I marked the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I,
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.


Robert Frost

Wednesday, 3 October 2012

If you have to think about it, you have not felt it...



Beinaheleidenschaftsgegenstand is the thing that is almost the thing you want.. but it’s not quite.

and

Lebenslangerschicksalsschatz is the closest translation would be…”Lifelong Treasure of Destiny”.

but;

Lebenslangerschicksalsschatz is not something that develops over time. It is something that happens instantaneously. It courses through you like the water of a river after a storm…filling you and emptying you all at once. You feel it throughout your body…in your hands…in your heart…in your stomach…in your skin…

Have you ever felt this way about someone?

If you have to think about it, you have not felt it....

Wednesday, 19 September 2012

Sunday, 19 August 2012

Thursday, 19 July 2012

R.U.N.




I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you, dear

Louder, louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak, I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbyes
I nearly do

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you, dear

Louder, louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak, I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

Slower, slower
We don't have time for that
All I want is to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads

Have heart, my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you, dear



Monday, 16 July 2012

Payphone


You can't expect me to be fine...
I don't expect you to care...



What Am I Settling For?



Dogs don't like bones, they like steak... they settle for bones.

You have to ask yourself everyday,  "What am I settling for?"


- Dr. Farrah Gray


Why Are You Here?



If you want to find what God put you here to do, ask yourself 3 questions:

1) What comes easy to me but harder to other people?
2) What would I do & do it for free?
3) How can I give back?
- Dr. Farrah Gray

Tuesday, 26 June 2012

Quote by Johnny Depp


you can close your eyes to the things 
you don't want to see...

BUT

you can't close your heart to the things 
you don't want to feel...

Saturday, 23 June 2012

Unnecessary


when you look into each others eyes, 
you already know...

words are sometimes unnecessary


H umaizieH assan

Tuesday, 19 June 2012

Quote of the Day


Don’t let your ears witness what your eyes didn’t see...

Don’t let your mouth speak what your heart doesn’t feel...

Sunday, 17 June 2012

Quote by Robin Scherbatsky 2



"Then you'd actually have a chance to get what you say you want and it terrifies you...

Why?

Because if I stole a scalpel and I cut you open, all I would find is this scared trembling pile of crap !!!"


Sad Piano Beat



Tuesday, 12 June 2012

I'm Walking Away


Staring at the door,
God knows i want you to stay,
but we both know i got to walk away...

We’ve been here so many times before,
can’t take the arguments no more,
 
I’m walking away from the troubles in my life..
I’m walking away oh to find a better day..
I’m walking away from the troubles in my life..
I’m walking away oh to find a better day..
 
I’m walking away..

Monday, 11 June 2012

Somebody that I used to know



Now and then I think of when we were together
Like when you said you felt so happy you could die
Told myself that you were right for me
But felt so lonely in your company
But that was love and it's an ache I still remember


You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness
Like resignation to the end, always the end
So when we found that we could not make sense
Well you said that we would still be friends


But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough
No you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records and then change your number
I guess that I don't need that though


Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over
But had me believing it was always something that I'd done
But I don't wanna live that way
Reading into every word you say
You said that you could let it go
And I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know


Now you're just somebody that I used to know

Now you're just somebody that I used to know

Sunday, 3 June 2012

Berpantun dgn org Melaka ^^



Dari Pekan Rabu ke Kota Laksamana,
Terketaq lutut jauh bebenau rasanya,
Kami mai serombongan membawa Sang Putera,
Untuk menyunting Si Puteri Melaka.


H umaizieH assan

Monday, 28 May 2012

I Won't Give Up





When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
There's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not
And who I am

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
Still looking up.

I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)
God knows I'm tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)
We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)
God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up 

So Cute!




Sunday, 27 May 2012

Elmo's Ducks

Sesame Street brings me way back to my childhood... great stuff ^^


Thursday, 24 May 2012

I'm Just Sayin'




If I want it
I know I'm gonna get it
I'm just sayin' that's the way that it goes...

Monday, 9 April 2012

keepin' it simple (^_^).V

Assalamualaikum... May peace be upon you


My first entry for 2012, i was actually on the verge of deleting this blog but decided to just shelf it... in case i ever feel the need to blog again, and oh yeah today is the day ^_^

life has been a roller coaster for me, literally... 2011 closed with lots of tears & hard sweat, 2012 greeted me with a smile & i was given the opportunity to live one of my life-long dreams... having my own gig, my own show, my own entity, alhamdulillah praise be to Allah ... i'll tell u guys more about that in days to come

today is merely to share a nice image that i got from FB, some very inspiring words about not to complicate things... yeah i do tend to do that most of the time, thinking too hard about something that isn't that much important ..... i guess being a melancholy i just can't help it, but yeah that shouldn't be a reason ... so, lighten up Addie, it's a brand new day ;)




H umaizieH assan