No matter who U are, U too can be glorious...
Don't let them tear Ur dreams apart & slice to Ur psych...
U got the brain & the heart...
Courage all from GOD, U ain't got to look so far...
Because everything U need lies within...
So push towards what U believe in, then life begins ^^
Syukur alhamdulillah dah selamat sampai di bumi Brunei Darussalam.... pagi td sblm flight dpt surprise kt airport !!! thank you very much, i really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really appreciate it ^^
Tak pernah-pernah aku tdo sepanjang flight, tp disebabkan malam semalam x tdo langsung so mmg lena je la... tau-tau je dah nk landing, tp tengkuk sakit la pulak dok tdo dlm posture yg kureng sesuai... lps settle immigration & collect baggage terus p sewa kereta & ke hotel... (tgh dok tunggu partner ni, tu yg sempat buat entry ni hehehe)
Maka dgn ini bermulalah kisah di Brunei utk jangka masa lebih kurang sebulan, byk misi yg nak capai & at the same time kena juggle kerja2 utk projek UK & Malaysia.... mati wooo ini macam, kalo la diri ini boleh diklon kan senang.... tp apepun, kena settlekan yg priority dulu & that is in Brunei :)
Ya Allah mengantuknya... mau lelap la kejap, kang partner dh sampai pandai la dia nk kejut :D
Well not really on a jet plane like in the Armageddon movie, naik AirAsia je coz tu yg paling murah skang ni...kena budget sket, simpan duit untuk raya hehehe :D
Flying off to Brunei again tomorrow to settle some business matters, this time for a month.... silap-silap beraya kat sana, ntahla.... actually x kisah pun coz before this pernah je beraya kat luar negara.... 1st day raya kena attend seminar (mat saleh tu bukan gheti-gheti org nak p semayang raya ke, makan ketupat ke..... haish)
Lepas raya maybe akan ke UK pulak, tgh negotiate lagi deal dgn mat saleh ni.... if offer dia menarik & both parties agree, kena dok sana for around 2 years.... hati masih lagi bercampur baur, masih lagi x sure ke mana harus dituju.... Malaysia or Brunei or UK ... ketiga-tiga ada potential yg sgt besar, cuma kalo kt UK kena tinggalkan byk sgt benda kt Malaysia ni..... kalo Brunei x rasa sgt, takat 2 jam lebih je flight, anytime leh balik.....
I'm still weighing the pros & cons for each scenario, & at the same time doing my istikharah.... so far nothing yet, but I'll keep on praying... only HE knows whats best for me & my future.... After this phase is settled, nak buat istikharah utk jodoh la pulak.... dapat je petunjuk malas nk tunggu2 lagi, terus je hantar rombongan.... I'm not getting any younger, time to get serious & do what needs to be done PRONTO !!!!
So dgn itu, jom dgr lagu yg dipopularkan oleh movie Armageddon tp di"cover"kan oleh Linda AF2.... love this version very much ^^
All my bags are packed I'm ready to go
I'm standin' here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breakin' it's early morn
The taxi's waitin' he's blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could die
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go :-(
There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I tell you now, they don't mean a thing
Every place I go, I'll think of you
Every song I sing, I'll sing for you
When I come back, I'll bring your wedding ring
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go :-(
Now the time has come to leave you
One more time let me kiss you
Close your eyes I'll be on my way
Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave alone
About the times, I won't have to say
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh baby, I hate to go :-(
Cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go :(
Seronok rasa bila sesekali dapat buat aktiviti macam ni...meet lots of people, lots of gr8 japanese food, and of course dapat exercise reramai malam-malam buta !!!
Dapat lupakan kejap masalah-masalah kat hati & fikiran ^ ^
Tapi bila dah sampai rumah & time nak masuk tido, mula la dok pikiaq balik huhuhu... :'(
Tatkala ini aku hanya berserah kat Allah, hanya Dia yang tahu apa yang terbaik & ke mana yang harus aku tuju...
There are certain things in life where you know it's a mistake but you don't really know it's a mistake because the only way to really know it is a mistake is to make that mistake and look back and say, "Yup, that was a mistake".
So really, the bigger mistake would be to not make the mistake because then you'll go your whole life not really knowing if something is a mistake or not. And damn it, I made no mistakes.
I've done all of this: my life, my relationship, my career mistakes-free. Does any of this make sense to you ?
